GoodBye two O ten . :(

this year *2010* was awesomee .
 biasalah . ade sad story and ade jgk happy story . 

this year mcm2 yg berlaku . i've been hurt and broken hearted .

and also the best thing is I'VE FALLEN LOVE fr the second time !

but the saddest things is i don't have the courage to let that person know how i feel . :(

it's hurt enough ok . it's feel like *bang ! mcm hati kite kene tembak . haha . and hancur berderai ok .

erghhh ! i wish that i could tell him the truth . :(

this year jgk aku putus cinta . ecehhh . haha . mule2 srious mcm lifeless gile .

tp alhamdulillah aku dh pulih spnhnye dr smue tuh . :)

and mcm2 dh berlaku . this year lah aku dh msk U . the best moment ok ! 

dh tk stay dkt rumah . first time tgl jauh drpd family .

mule2 mcm sedih . tp sedih skit jela . hahaha.
 happy lbh sbb dh dpt survive dlm hdp .

klau tk asyik dikongkong je oleh family . -.- yess aku tau family 

aku sayang sgt dkt aku , that's why lah dorg bwt smue tu kan ,
dorg just nk yg terbaik utk aku .

aku tk kesah pon smue tu act . aku bole fikir kot .

tp kdg2 lgsg tade kebebasan . aku dh teenager kot .
aku nk ade life dgn kwn2 jgk kn . :)

 dh tk skolah . serious rndu nk pkai bju skolah ok . :(
 rndu nk jpe kawan2 smue .

tk rndu nk blja pon act . haha ! seriously rndu gile. :(

and mcm2 mnusie jgk aku jpe this year . hooyeah .

aku jpe rmy sgtt2 kawan baru . dgn bermcm2 perangai . -.-

ade kawan yg dr mule2 jpe time aku msk unisel skrg dh tade dgn aku , 

ade yg mkin busy , tk dpt lpk sllu . :( and ade jgk yg dh pndh U .

sumpah rndu korg okayyy . :')

ade yg dr mule rpt and now mcm dh tk rpt . -.-

friends are like that . tk smue nye kekal selamanyer kan .

so kene trime lah dgn hati yg terbuke . :)

tp wlau ape pon berlaku . aku tetap sayang kan kawan2 aku okay !

tk kire la korg pnh mngutuk aku o wteva shits .

aku ttp anggap korg kawan aku . :) 

and this year was the best birthday eva . :)

my babes dtg rumah clbrte birthday aku ,

sumpah terharu ok . snggp dorg dtg jauh2 . :')

iloveyouguyssomuch okay ! leya,scha and iesya ♥

i won't forget that day till the rest of my life . :)  thanks friends .

that's all i thing for 2010 .

btw , goodBYE 2010 . HELL-O 2011 . :)

may we have a blast on this new year, and have a good life , 

new happiness and abundance of new friends . :) ♥

dari hati ke BLOG .

Ouchh ! this is the time .

okayy . ny mase utk luahan perasaan yee .

aku tade niat pon nk kutuk org ok .

soryy sspe yg trse . ny aku just nk crte jeh .

ambil lah pedoman yee . :)

         yess aku tau tk smue manusia perfect .aku pn tk perfect kan .bile yg lawa , tk semestinyer hati dorg baik . and bile yg tk lawa plak , tk smuenyer hati dorg busuk kan . same la jgk mcm yg bertudung nyh . prmpuan yg tk pky tdung tk smue nyer jhat ok . skrg ny yg pky tdung tula yg byk prngai mcm tutt . :) haha. phm2 lah sndry ok . tp tk smue lah kan . tp majority jgk la . korg2 yg lelaki ny tk sdar. igt yg pky seksi2 ny dorg confrm2 jhat ke ? takk ok . majority dorg tu lah yg hati nyer baik . aku bkn nk defend org yg berpkaian seksi o tk mnutup aurat nyh . tp aku just ckp bnde yg btl . tgk jela surrounding korg . yg rmy dating2 tuh smue prmpuan yg pky tdung .  ha'ah kan . baik nyer dorg . dh pky tdung bwt cmtu plak .

        kalau buat smtg tuh bole tlg bwt dgn ikhls tk ? masyaAllah . ape mslh kau ny . klau btl2 kau ikhls nk bwt smtg tuh . kau tk prlu kot nk hboh dkt stu dunie ny yg kau dh bwt bnde tuh . tu tk ikhls la nmenyer tuh . ape pndaii sgtt . dh blja smpy universiti dh aku rse . tp tk bole fikir agknye. klau kau bjet bwt bnde tu sbb nk tlg org len , bwt hlg phle kau jeh . tmbh dose kering ade la tau tk . laen kali klau kau tanak bwt bnde tu . jgn bwt lah ok. -.-

        okayy , smue org tk perfect kan ? dh tu jgn nk pulau kn org laen bole ? ape lah slh hmba Allah tu smpy korg torture dy bgtu skly . korg dh jtuh kan air muke dy tau tk ? bdose gile do . nk kata bodoh . pndai2 smue nye korg ny . haihhh . tk tau la kn . beala dy nerd ke annoying skly ponn . tk pyh la nk jtuh kan air muke dy kt tmpt org rmy . just imgne je yg korg kt tmpt dia . aku rse korg dh commit suicide dh . -.- tk pk plak mcm mne dy rse . bole depressed thap critical kot dy . pls be matured lah people ! bkn stkat lelaki . yg prmpuan pn sama. haihh . insaf lah ok .

okayy . dh ckup la tu kot . haha . dh tk de idea . nty

klau ade idea aku smbg lg . btw , sorry eh . klau aku 

terkutuk org o wt so eva. tade niat pn nk bg sspe terasa . 

everybody make mistakes rightt ?

so do i . :)


The End .

from the bottom of my broken heart .

now maybe it's not the time for LOVE. 

duh . im sick of it . really , really , really sick of it .
i'm give up on YOUU .
standard la kan . ble kte ade hati kt org tu .
tk mgkn org tu akn ade hati kt kite blk .
tp aku rase aku dh ckup beruntung .
sllu nye cinta aku akn dibalas .
tapi biasa lah , mereka hanya manusia biasa .
yg sering melakukan kesilapan .
nobody is PERFECT . yeah , i know rightt .
sama la mcm dorg . and aku juga . aku pon tk perfect .
i've fallen love with him . tp aku mgkn tkkn bgtau dia .
tp aku tk snggp tipu diri aku sendiri .
bile dpt tau dia minat org laen . serious nk jtuh jantung aku .
tp redha jela . bkn mengharap sgtt pon .
dia pon hotstuff ok .
mmg tak la nk dpt kn . tp dia ckp dia mnat aku jgk dri sem 1 .
ouh goshh . sumpah tk pcye .
haihh . enough talking about him .
so now , aku berserah . kalau ade jodoh , ade la kan ?
tk pyh nk kejar kot . mmg tkkn dpt .
kalau dia dh ade gf pon . aku akn doakan kebahagiaan dia .
i'm happy if you're happy ok . :)


so, skrg . aku SINGLE ! :)
life aku dgn kawan2 and juga family .
ini pon aku dh ckup happy even aku kurang kasih sayang .
ececeh . *sttmnt tk bole bla do .
hahahah . mmg sunyi gile ok tade teman stiap masa .
tade org nk text o even call .
*pdhal ade jeh . hahah. aku je mls nk lyn .
ehehe . emm . sumpah jeles dgn org yg ade coup tuh .
sweet jeh tgk dorg . heee . tp tapelaa .
one fine day aku ttp akn jpe jodoh yg sesuai dgn aku .
insyaAllah . :) Allah kan Maha Adil .
mgkn skrg aku sunyi , and sedih .
satu hari nnti aku pasti akn kecapi kebahagiaan and kegembiraan juga .


WOww ! post kali ny laen mcm skit eh . hahaha .
pelik2 jeh . ok sudahla . itu saje kott .


The End . :)

silent is better .

better aku mendiamkan diri .
sometimes aku rse lg baik jd selfish . kalau kite care dkt org pn .

org bkn reti nk appreciate kan . tak kire la kawan ke , family ke , o even 

THEM . sooo , lg baik aku just maintain the silent .
time utk aku jd stone .
abaikan ape org nk buat , or ckp or whatever shits .
aku dh mls nk kesah and dh ckup mls nk ambk tau .
korg ade life korg kn . aku pon ade . so just go on with your life .
tk pyh nk mnyebok hal aku pls .
aku tk ggu hdp korg pn kn .
so DIAM ! :)


The End . 

e m p t y .

empty to death ! -.-

yess . mmg aku sunyi gle pon .

tp tk semestinyer aku prlukan bf .

aku dh ckup happy dgn all my babes n buddies . :)

serious korg mmg the BEST okay .

and i have my family too . :)

itu pon dh kcup kot utk aku .

tapi, kdg2 aku mmg terasa sunyi gile ble dduk sorg2.

without a friends and my family .

phne pn dh bole smpn kot .

mmg lgsg tk berdering dh . ecehh .

haha . tpu la tu kn lgsg tk berbunyi .

ade jgk la kdg2 . tu pn call frm family and my babes .

laen tadee , seriously .

msg pn mcm dh mls okay .

ergg . sabar jela kan . 

itu pon aku dh ckup bersyukur yaAllah . :)

the truth .

okay . let's we talk about this. this is sincerely frm my heart . honestly . aku tanak smue ny berlaku klau bole .
aku tau la SALAH aku . aku yg mntk . aku kejam . tp korg tk pyh nk judge aku o wtve shits if korg tk tau ape yg aku rase .nk blame aku ? go on . aku trima . sbb mmg aku yg kejam bwt dia cmny . tp skurg2 nyer aku tanak jd hypocrite . aku tanak jd mcm tuh . coup tp pure2 ade prsaan . aku tanak tipu diri aku sendiri and aku tanak tipu dia jgk . 2 months aku try bg chance dkt dia . tp aku tk boleh . :( yess mmg aku sayang dia. tp tk lbh dr seorang kawan yg rapat . kalau korg bole fikir korg tkkn nk pndg hina kt aku jeh . aku terpksa . sumpah demi Allah aku tade niat nk sktkn hati dia. aku tkt if aku go on mkin lme dia akn mkin syg dkt aku n time tuh . tkkn aku nk bgtau dia yg aku tade hati dkt dia ? tk ke lg kjam aku ? aku tau korg msty akn slhkn aku . aku dh bole agk . situation aku dgn dia . korg tkkn nk slhkn dia yg cukup baik hati tuh .yess . aku mmg jahat .aku lukekan hati dia . aku tau mcmne rasa. tk pyh nk ajar aku lah. klau korg pnh alami tmpt aku bru korg tau ape aku rse .

p/s : to you my friend , kau bole go die . kawan ape mcm ny ? tk mmbntu lgsg !

and to YOU . im so sorry fr everything that i've done . sorry cos i hurt you , :( do hate me pls .

should i smile or it shouldn't be that way ?

haha. ape pnye soalan aku tny kt dia .

tp tapelaa. utk puaskan hati aku jgk kn .so aku tny psl tuh .

okayy . bole plak dia tnye aku dulu psl tuh .

siot jeh . but thn ok aku dh jwb, turn dia plak jwb . interesting ! 

tp bole plak dia bgtau ade 2 org . okay . aku mmg dh agk dh.

jwpn dia mmg mnydhkn. but, dlm 2 org tu aku 1 of it . haha. should i smile fr that ?

tah la .tk kot . mcm tk best plak kn dia ckp smpy 2 org .

yg lg sorg tu bdk sem1 . sape ???? 

nk tauuuuu pleasee . :(

tp mcm . ok . no hard feeling . i think sooo .

haihhh . what did you expect nora ?

damn! -.- stop it pleasee .

mengimbas kembali . :)

today *i mean a few days ago, hehe . 

i had a great time with fara . hee

rndu ok dkt fara . bkn nyer sng nk lpk dgn dy .

ptg tu maen badminton dgn dy .

seriously mengimbau kmbali masa time ktorg 

first2 meet . time tuh ...

erhh . mcm mls je nk cite . hehe .

okay tape . cite jela .

time tuh still tgthr dgn adib . and fara pn still tgthr dgn

amirul . ktorg jpe dkt court FRIM .

maen2 bdminton sme2 . time tuh msh sgan2 dgn fara.

sbb frst time nk lpk skly kot. 

time tuh tk tau hati budi msg2 lg kn . hehe .

starting from that day, bru lah aku knl sp fara.

and ktorg lg bertambah rpat time orientasi Unisel .

excted kot dpt tau yg fara pn msk unisel . hee,

at least ade kawan yg knl .

start dr situ la ktorg jd rpat gilee . :)

tulaa . ble maen bdminton hari tu .

ttbe t'igt blk kisah time ktorg forst time meet.

sumpah rndu gile time tuh ok . :( 

and skrg pn smue dh laen .ktorg due2 dh single .

eh eh . slap . haha . fara sorg je single .

aku tk single kot . hee .

mcm bru hari tu je bnde ny brlku . 

tk sngke cpt gile masa berlalu . hmm .

time orientasi . :)

azam SEM baruu .

HAHA . okayy . nw dh december ok . bru je lg msk sem 2 .

ok laa .this sem mcm rse ade keinsafan sikit .act byk jgk kot. 

haha .tlg lah study hard ok nora ! jgn lah maen2 n buang masa dh .

azam baru fr this sem is :

* nk tingkat kan pointer ofcourse !

* make sure 2.5 ke atas lah ok. aminnn . :)

* must stdy hard .

* jgn buang masa dgn on9 fb je .

* psl hang out tuhh , mmg tk bole nk hlg . haha. sbb
kite msty lah have fun jgk . tkkn nk stdy je kn .
nty tension sgt plak . ehee.

* give full attention in class .

* diet lah ok . haha. bdn dh mkin berisi .

* and ape lg tah . dh tk igt plak . haha . act byk lg . tp tade idea plak mlm2 ny . . :))

must stdy mcm ny ok . confrm mkin gugur lah rmbt2 ku . -.-

There are two reasons why people change .

First : they have learned a lott .

second : they've been hurt too much .

My BORNday ! :)

Hahahahappy birthday to me ! HEHE.

6 nov it's my birthday .

ini pn lmbt updte jgk . erhh . -.-

btw, this year maybe bkn mcm last year. 

last year dpt byk jgk la present .

this year seriously tk dpt lgsg . sedihhh kn ? :(

tp tape . this year. 

abg chik bly kan cake (dia ckp la kn. HAHA.) and clbrte jgk la kn with family.

and the most important thing is .

my girlfriends dtg rumah bwt suprise . 

awwh. that's so lovely ok.

snggp dorg dtg jauh2 cr rumah aku yg dkt serendah tuh.

HEHE. apprciate gile ah. serious sayang korg tw. 

klo korg tk bwt suprise ny pn aku ttp sayang korg ok . hee.

G e n t i n g . (:

heyy yaw . :)

25 oct aritu aku pg genting . with my lovey dovey girlfriends . hee.

tday bru nk updte . hehe. sory latee. 

bfre ny blog prob laa. tk tau ape kene .

nsib nw dh ok . 

tujuan pg genting jst nk have fun after hbs final exam fr sem 1. 

seriously mmg having fun gile even hujan time ktorg pg tuh.

spoil brat btl . -.- dh la tk dpt maen solero. 

dh kmpunan dh ny uh . haha. 

and and tk sngke mama and ayah bg .

thanks mama and ayah . hee.

bkn sng ok aku nk klua rumah .

here are some pict that we take.

tk dpt tgkp byk gmba sgtt. sbb time ny fon hnta repair.

tensionn jeh. nsb nw dh ok . hee.

leya , me , ziela and eiya . :)

my lesbo partner ok . :) hee. love u la gile .

ladies . :)

ice cream time . :D

You can study how to love, 

but you can't force yourself to 

love somebody that you really can't. :')

p/s : that is soooooo true okay !

Forever is pretty much bullshit. 

Nothing actually lasts forever.

s p e e c h l e s s .

I can't believe what you said to me 

Last night when we were alone 

You threw your hands up

Baby you gave up , you gave up

 I can't believe how you looked at me 

With your James Dean glossy eyes

In your tight jeans with your long hair

And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke ?

 And is your punch line just a joke ?

I'll never talk again

Oh boy you've left me speechless

You've left me speechless ,

So speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me

With your half wired broken jaw 

You popped my heart seams 

On my bubble dreams

bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me

With your Johnnie Walker eyes

He's gonna get you and after

he's through

There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated

But I'm a loser in love

So baby raise a glass to mend

All the broken hearts 

Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again

Oh boy you've left me speechless

You've left me speechless

So speechless

I'll never love again ,

Oh friend you've left me speechless

You've left me speechless

So speechless

Hooow ?

haaaa-ooo-wow ?

H-oooow ?

wow ?

And after all the drinks and bars 

That we've been to 

Would you give it all up ?

Could i give it all up to you ?

And after all the boys and girls that

we've been through 

would you give it all up ?

could you give it all up ?

If I promise to you boy 

That i'll never talk again

And i'll never love again

I'll never write a song

Won't even sing along 

Will you ever talk again 

Oh boy, why you so speechless ?

you've left me speechless

Some men may follow me

But you choose 'death and company'

Why you so speechless ? oh oh oh.

p/s ; this song is niceeeeeeeeee . :D

L i f e .

LIFE is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets ,

 so love the people who treat you WELL .

  FORGIVE the ones who don't and believe that 

everything happens for a reason .

g i v e u p .

life is too short 

grudges are a waste of perfect happiness 

laugh when you can 

apologize when you should 

and LET GO of what you can't change 

love deeply and forgive quickly 

take chances , give everything 

and have no regrets 

life is too short to be unhappy 

you have to take the good with the bad 

SMILE when u are sad 

love what you got 

and always remember what you had 

always forgive but never forget 

learn from your mistakes 

but never regret 

people change, and things go wrong 

but always remember 

LIFE MUST GO ON . :)

especially for you LOSAH. :)

i hope someone breaks your heart too .

Oopss . am i too mean to u ?

who cares ??

you are the one who starts this !

and you already get the lesson ,

but now you said you HATE me rite ?

and u will think about the revenge ?

HAHA. funneh ! 

FYI, i don't give a f. :) 

well said .

Only the strong SURVIVE

in a world of 

heartbreak

and LIES .

p/s : im not that STRONG to face it,

 but at least i will TRY ! :) 

last paper !

dh last pper. gile cpt masa berlalu ouh. gile bestt.

 dh lps azab fr this sem. last pper buss math. 

mmg aku tawakal hbs. haha. dh stdy tp mcm tk ok je aku jwb. haihh. 

mntk2 la result ok. aminnnn. :) dh bole njoy ! hikhik. 

njoy lah sgt kn. sem break pn mcm kjap je. 

22nd dh kene msk blk. haihh. tp tapee.

 stay kt rumah lme2 pn tk best sgtt. bkn ade bwt ppe pon.

 time pper micro. i'm GIVING UP ! uhh. sumpah tk tau nk ckp ape. 

aku hnye bole berdoa agr aku tk repeat next sem. aminnn. 

serram kott. :( errrrh. dhlaa. tanak pk psl final lg. bnde dh lps kn. hee. 

walau ape pun terjadi. hidup mesti diteruskan. hee . :)

 tp this yr mcm tk best. time birthday aku cutii sem.

 knpe la tk kt unisel ? msty bestt kan. bole smbt dgn mmbe2 . :(

 aiyoo. redha jelaaa. :) 

Overnight ! :)

sudah skian lame tk lpk di baraa. that day lpk baraa. hee. 

bestt2. bfre that pg uptown dlu tmn scha. thn nk grk i-city.

 tp rase mcm bosan lak pg sne, tros tk jd nk msk.

 nsb baik la jpe jln g baraa. haha,. dh lme kot tk pg. 

so, tk brpe nk igt,. lpk2 and shis. tehee. fr the frst time la kn.

 aku mnth. gile lah tk bestt. erhhh. png gle sriously .

 thn time bru je lps mnth my muncitt tros call.

 mmg terbaikk smpt lg dy bwt lawak,.

 haha. tros tbntut nk mnth fr the second time. 

tp tapee. i tk slh kn u pon okay. hee. thn afte grk dpd baraa.

 trs pg ampang , rumah kak sara. tumpg tido jp.

 and thn bsok pg nyer mcm biasa. swimming baby ! 

woahh mmg best. dpt release tension. mlm shis thn pagi swimm. :D 

tp kn ade je bnde yg berlaku time ktorg ovnght. tk bole bla gle. 

last time kene ngn jpj, this time kene ngn polis mabuk plak. 

next time tk tau nk kene ngn sp plak. haihh.

tp tape , mayb ade hkmah kan. hikhik.

lps ny lme lg bru dpt hngout cmny. sbb dh cuti sem. haihh. tape2. 

sabar ok. nty sem dpn bole hngout cmny lg . (Y) hee.

btw, thanks to scha, esy and leya !

 cos make me laugh and smile all the time .

 hee. sayang korg la ok. :) 

s a b a r .

thanks alottttt. uji la lg kesabaran aku sial.

damnn ! mmg best tho. kdg2 terfikir gk.

jd baik pn slh. kang jd jhat . haihhh. 

aku mmg tk bole nk go on. bkn nk prsann tp mmg btl ok. 

org bwt aku. ok fineeee. aku diam.

 pns mmg la pnas kn. tp nk bwt cmne. 

bg aku KARMA beb. kau bwt aku nty Allah balas kt kau.

 tk didunia di akhirat kau confrm kene. kau nk lari mane. 

diam2 gk. tp jgn lah melampau kn. 

aku bole sabar, tp jgn lah menguji kesabaran aku.

 semua org ade tahap kesabarannye. jgn nk uji sgt la kan. 

smue org bole hlg sabar nty. kang aku meletus mmg kau tnak tgk.

 srious ckp. srious aku ssh nk mrh org. aku tk smpy hati kot. 

tp klo dh lbeh2 fedup jgk lah kn. haihhh. 

berikan lah aku kesabaran yaAllah utk menghadapi org2 yg sebegini.

fck off .

sometimes tk phm dgn prngai mnusie ny. haihh. 

weirdo. mcm2 perangai ade. aku pelik.

 bile org care slh , tk care pon slh. 

kang bile care, dia bwt bodoh plus dia akn ckp kite menyibuk ,

 bla bla and wteva shittt.

 kang bile tk care ckp org selfish plak.

 bodoh ke ape ? hadoii. aku try being selfish tp bile aku pk kawan.

 aku tk bole lah. aku SAYANG la kawan2 aku. 

aku tk bole tgk dorg sedih. kau nk ckp aku menyibuk ke ape fineee.

org rsau kn kau la tho.

 tp klo aku rse dh jd mcm bodoh tu .

 baik aku bck off and ok i'm trying to be selfish ! 

CARE pn slh ke. damnn !

nightmare . -.-

dh lme gle kot tk updtes blog. haihh. busyyy plus malassss gle nk updte act. eheh.

 okay la. nw mood sumpah tk ok. kelmarin aku mmpi psl 'that' girl. 

aphal plak dy mncul dlm mmpi aku. omg! sudahlaa.

 aku dh tade ppe ngn dy. so knpe kau ttbe mncul dlm hdp aku lg.

 eyshh. tlg lah bla dr hdp aku. kau , kau , and kau ! go die pls.

 aku tk kesah kau nk judge aku o kau nk pk bkn2 psl aku.

 aku dh mls nk pk. aku dh anggp aku tk pnh knl kau dh.

 perit nye ble tgk muke kau. hancur hati. seriously.

 smpy skrg kott. haihh. let the past be past. goodbye fellas.

major losarr !

yesss. mmg best rasanyer ble dpt tw kau menipu lg. haha.

syukur alhamdulillah aku bkn lg ur 'special someone'. :D

teringin sgt nk tgu kau dpt gf. 

nk tgk bp lme gf kau bole thn ngn perangai kau tuh.

HIPOKRIT ! dasar losahh!

thanks alott ah dgn ayt2 kau yg kau bazir kn kt aku.

mmg tk luak lah.

GO die weh !

i mean it . :)

dammn ! that's hurt me.

ape lg yg kau nak dpd aku ? ckuplah smpy disine jee. knpe kau nk seksa aku lg ?

 aku tk tau ape yg ade kt aku ny smpy kau snggp tgu aku.

 plss lah. kau dh ckup bwt aku merana. kau tk pnh sdar ke ?

 smlm lpk dgn kau kt jj. aku ambik mmory card kau.

 tp knpe kau rmps blk ? ape yg kau tkt sgtt ? 

pucat muke kau. haha. igt aku tk tau ape bnde yg ade kt dlm tu ? 

jgn igt aku bdohh lah. knpe psl mmory card tuje kau nk rmps ? 

klo btl kau syg aku knpe kau tk bg je aku tgk . 

ape bnde yg bhrge sgtt ade dlm tuu. gmba pmpuan byk kn ? :) 

yess. dh kntoi. pdn muke kauu. mmg ade hkmah aku jpe kau. 

Allah nk bktikan yg kau ny mmg bkn utk aku. 

dh mcm2 bnde kntoi dpn mata aku. 

tp knpe aku bole lupe smue tuh ? knpe aku bole maafkn kau lg. :( 

aku dh tk bole pk dh. mcm2 kau bwt. aku sabar. 

tp kau tk pnh brhnti dpd mnykitkan hati aku. tp knpe ?

 kau kata kau syg aku. tp knpe kau tk pnh berhenti tipu aku ?

 aku mmg bodoh sbb pcye kn kauu. 

mmg ptt ramai kwn2 aku tk suke aku get back ngn kau. 

mmg dorg smue BETUL. tp aku tk tau knpe aku tk bole nk dgr ckp dorg.

 aku dgil pg lyn kau lg. tnpe sedari kau mkin mnykitkan hati aku. 

kau bole dpt pmpuan laen dlm sklip mata. kau kn pdai ayt pmpuan.

 pgla mmposss dgn dorg. knpe nk ggu hdp aku lg ?

 kau tipu aku bduh2 . tk ckup ke kau sktkn hati aku lg .

 kau kata aku lyn kau mcm bodoh la SAMPAH la. 

aku akn igt smpy mati weh. bsar sgt kn slh aku kt kau. and yess.

 kau bole dpt rmy lg pmpuan yg lbeh lawa n hot dpd aku. 

yg bole bg ape yg kau nk. thn go on. ape lg . aku ny bkn lawa.

 bkn nyer ade ape utk kau banggakan. 

stkat kau ckp byk kt fb tu tade gunenyer la weh.

 stkat kau nk mntk smpati dkt pmpuan2 yg bsepah dkt fb kau tu.

 ey bngap. kau sje nk bea org tgk aku yg slhkn. pdhal punce kau.

 bdohh. kau mmg la tk sdar. dh kau bwt slh. 

ade kau pnh sdar ke ble kau bwt slh ? 

grrr. pky otak pk! pk blk ape yg kau bwt kt aku. 

aku tkkn mrh2 n skt hati klo kau tade wt ppe la labii. 

ape hal aku nk mrh klo tade punce? kau igt aku gile ? 

kau igt aku suke2 nk mrh kau. ape dpt plak. kau tipu aku lg.

 kau ckp kau tk txt ngn pmpuan len and tk lyn dprg pon.

 haha. dlm fon contct pon ade 5 number je kn ? haha. 

yg dlm kple otak kau tuh smue kau igt. itu lg kau nk tpu ?

 perhhh. gmba2 pmpuan yg dlm mmory tu ? ape plak.

 kau bjek kau baik dpn aku. tp blkg ? mcm palat. 

kau jgn igt aku tk tau. smpy ble kau nk mnipu ?

 slgi kau mnipu, Allah maha besar. Dia akn kntoikn jgk ape yg kau bwt. 

and kau jgk yg akn trime padahnyer. sudah laa. 

aku dh tk lrt mcm ny. :( pls leave me alonee. 

p/s : sorry mrh2. mmg aku tgh bngang. ini je tmpt yg aku bole luahkn evertg. klo kau bole pk. confm kau akn tw knpe aku mrh and still skt hati lagi psl kau. 

L.B.S. :)

Lagenda Budak Setan. aku bru dpt tgk. haha.

ksiann gilee. not bad lah. bosann cte dy. haha.

mule2 je cm bestt. tp dh nk hbs bosan gle plak.

tp dlm bosan2 tuh. mleleh jgk. -.-

that night tgk cd yg abg py bly. bt esoknyer dia dtg beraya.

and thn bfore blk dia ade bg something. dlm tu ade cd LBS. :)

thanks alott ok. tp i dh tgk pon cite tuh.

tp i akn smpn elok2. :) cite tuh dia ckp lbey kurg mcm situation dia.

budak setan tu mcm dia ? perangai ade jgkla.

bt psl hati dan perasaan, mgkn tak.

qasyah tk pnh mainkan hati prmpuan, or even lukakan hati prmpuan.

tp you pnh. -.- hmm. byk kly plak kot.

you tk same lgsg dgn qasyah.

you ckp you nk berubah jd mcm qasyah.

yeah. i HOPE soo. and i akn doakn ok. good luck lah. :)

it's rayaa people ! :D

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin. :) it's been a longggg time since im last updting my blog. perhh. tade mood kott. haha. rse mcm dh mls plak nk updtes. act sllunyer aku updtes time mood tgh tk ok. haha. time tu la mcm2 aku pk. so nw kire tade mood jgk lah. :) huhu. raya this year mcm sumpah bosann tho. mcm ape je. this year aku tk blk kg. raya dkt umah serendah. mmg peace gle la kn. mmg dpt tenangkan fikiran kot kt sny. hee. tp line kt sny mmg sumpah bdoh laa. intnet sloww. :( line maxis lgla mcm haramm . huhu.. sbr jelaa. ssh gle nk cntct org. tp nsb baik aku dh single. haha. tk pyh ssh2 nk men msg kt sny 24/7.  ehehe. sng gk hidupp. tp tk rse raya lgsg this year. mne tak nyer. terperap dkt umah je. :( kluar dr kwsn serendah ny lgsg tk la kn. adoii. pg beraya pon tak. mmg best. -.- duhh. nasib ade my muchroom jd peneman dkt sny. tu pon tday dy dh blk. sunyi gle ah rumah. ble nk pg beraya pon tatau la. ny pon dh raya ke-7. bsok boleh bntai de clas plak. lg terbaikk. :) grrh. mntk2 la cancel. aminnn. :) raya ny rmy jgk yg dtg. tp kwn2 aku. tk rmy pon yg dtg. alasan dorg. jauhhh. :( sedihh plak. haihh. tp tapelaa. nk bwt cmne. aku dh ajk. if nk dtg, dtg la k. :) rumah aku sentiasa open. anyhow, thanks to kwn2 yg dh dtg beraya umah aku . :) apprcte kot. snggp korg dtg jauh2. and to 'YOU' thanks fr coming too. :)

step up 3D . :D

this is awesomee ! u all must watch this. :)

september !

its already september baby !
oh m g. that's fast.
bru je lg puasa rase nyer. dh nk raya.
and act bru je lg raya kn ?
dh nk raya lg. gilee ah.
dala blm shopping raya lg.
 this week confirm blk !
nk shopping. org laen smue dh shopping.
aku je blm shopping. haha. ksiann.
raya this year mcm tk bestt je.
hmm. tatau knpe. haihh.
and tk lupe. 9/9/2010 is coming.
ahh. tkkn bole lupe.
sweet memories yg tkkn bole lupe KOT. haha. wtve.
who cares ? i don't. heee. *kejam gile.
tapelaa. tk sbr nk cutii.
this year raya dgn muchy and her brother.
alorr chomell nyer dorg. gerram ! dh rndu gle kot.
lme tk jpe. tape2. nex week dh bole jpe dorg. hee.

miss them alottt ! aryana and arfan. :)

merdeka celebration ! :)

my girlfriends and i. :)

this year was the BESTT merdeka celebration eva ! :D

it was really fun baby . i really enjoy it.

for the first time in my life . 

i celebrate it with my girlfriends at somewhere . eheh. 

fun gilee. mmg enjoy hbs lah. tk pnh merasa cmny kot.

sedihh je. haha. bwt cite sedihh jp. 

yg best nyer ktorg *aku, june, elynn, n mimie. maen spray tu. 

mule2 igt tanak beli. tp last2 june ajk beli. tp nsb baik ade lg.

last 3 bottle. so ktorg ambik jela kn. 

blm stat countdown ktorg dh maen spray2 dh. mne tk cpt hbs.

haha. thn bole plak yg tk knl pn spray kt ktorg skly.

hbs bsah n melekit stu badan. grr. tp mmg have funn gile ah.

tk rugi. :) hee. kn bestt klo new year bole smbt mcm ny jgk .

dgn kwn2. i wishhh ! :)

p/s : act byk lg gmba. gmba time countdown pon.

 tp tk bole nk upload smue. bhye. hee.

s.p.e.e.c.h.l.e.s.s

aku dh agk. bnde ny akn terjadi. and bnde tu akn kwa dr mlut dia.

i know he deserve someone better than me.

i mean wayyy better than me.

bcos he is daym 'perfect' ! too perfect for me.

hmm. aku redha. :)

aku bkn slhkan dia. dia tk pnh bersalah dlm hal ny.

aku yg kjam sgtt. bea dia tgu aku lama.

and aku pnh tipu dia.

aku tade niat pon sbnrnyer.

sumpah tade niat pon nk skitkan hati dia.

tp aku trpkse. aku tkt dia sakit hati,
tp aku dh pon bwt silap.
aku menyesal sgtt. tp aku dh tk bole nk wt ppe. 
aku dh tk bole nk undur masa tuh. :(
aku SAYANG dia, aku sayang sgt dkt dia.
aku tk pnh tpu psl soal hati and perasaan aku dkt dia.
dia terlamapu baik utk aku.
dia sanggup tgu aku dh almost 2 years.
aku tk pnh lost contact dgn dia. :')
haihh. sedihh. tp nk bwt cmne . :')
aku redha. maybe bkn jodoh ktorg utk bersama.
aku akn sentiasa doakan dia bahagia,
dia akan sentiasa ada dalam hati aku.
aku tkkn pnh lupekan dia. :)
itu janji aku. aku msh igt lg.
time mule2 jpe dia. dkt stadium hoki. huhu,
jersey ktorg same number.
number 8. hee. double 8.
aku tkkn pnh lupe. 
he such a nice guy,
mmg untung sgtt sape dpt dia.
aku dh ckup bersyukur krne pnh mnjdi org yg dia sayang.
itu dh ckup. hope ktorg tkkn lost contact. 
i rely hope that he'll happy with her. :)
aminnn... and i hope he choose the right person.
now he became my BestFriendsForever.
omg ! mcm tk pcye. huhu,
tp terpaksa pcye and trime jgk.
aku redha, :))

p/s :  i'm happy if u're happy. ..

i akn ttp sayang you 'k', my new bff ! :')

       

faith .

omg ! smlm lpk dkt barra shah alam. lme jgk lpk sne.
bt thn today aku dpt tw yg si 'dia' pn lpk barra. gilee ah.
at the same time and  same the place.
bt ktorg bole tk prsn satu same lain.
sedihh. :( klo tk bole lpk skly.
rugi gile tk usha surrounding tyme tuh.
sbb tlmpau rmy sgtt lelaki. mls plak nk usha.
tatau plak yg si dia ade disitu. haihh.
tade jodoh la katakan. :') hee. tp tape. redha. :)

i really hope that we can hanging out
 with each other one fine day. :)

Being a great partner . :)

Someone who knows what you need before you say it.
Someone who knows when to laugh and when to cry.
Someone who truly listens when you have something to say.
Someone that's there for you during the good and bad times.
Someone who is caring .
Someone who loves you with all their heart and soul.
Someone who is interested in reality and not as a fashion display.
Someone who is honest.
Someone you can trust them like a sibling, confide in like a friend but most of all, love as the great lover they are.
Someone who is open and responsive.
Someone who is never critical and ill-tempered in respect to your needs.
Someone who knows when things have to be compromised in the relationship.
Someone who understands listening is a key, but using what is heard is even more important.
Someone who's there for you no matter what.
Someone who is trustful.
Someone who is a friend.
Someone who gives a shoulder to cry on.
Someone with a great sense of humor.
Someone who has things in common with you.
Someone who takes time to listen and enjoy you for who you are and tries not to make you something else.
Someone with a constant open ear, open heart, and open mind to accept and love people for who the really are.
Someone who will always be there to support your ideas without argument and love you for everything that you are.
Someone that can get a point across without yelling.
Someone that remembers all the cute stupid stuff you love.
Someone that has a personality with qualities you don't have yourself, but admire greatly in them.
Someone who realizes you're two separate people, and appreciates the differences.
Someone who can sense a mood problem, and not take it personally.
Someone who understands the difference between PMS, and a real problem.
Someone who can make you happy when your sad.
Someone who tells you the truth even if you don't want to hear it.
Someone who will not hurt you intentionally.
Someone who is a sweet, romantic person who cherishes you no matter what.
Someone that you can laugh with.
Someone who you can feel comfortable with and that you don't care what kind of weird stuff they see you do because you know they will still love you no matter what.
Someone who will love you in spite of your little idiosyncrasies.
Someone that would do anything to show how much they care.
Someone who is a great pal, a great kisser, and a great lover!
Someone who allows you to be yourself around them.
Someone who will respect you.
Someone who cherishes your hopes and is kind to your dreams.
Someone who knows you're not perfect, but treats you as though you are.
Someone who listens with their heart and is your source of inspiration.


this is lovely . :)

fridayy .

today cutii ! best. hee. clas tade.
but today bosann gile nk mmpos.
stay dkt umah je. dala tk blk.
kne siapkn assgnmnt. tp mls gle nk stat. haha. haihh.
dgn tutorial yg byk gilee. duhh. -.-
today my mood is not so okay.
bcos ade hamba Allah sorg ny yg bwt aku pns hati lg.
tk hbs2 nk cr psl. ya Allah. kau tabahkan lah hatiku ini. :')
smoge aku dpt hadapi manusie2 ny dgn hati yg terbuka.

i hope i can be strong. aminn. :)

yeah , u can do it nora ! :D hee.

exhausted .

i need a long rest ! omg. ini dr smlm tk tido. gle ah.
nw dh pkul 7 pg. and im still blogging. :) haha.
tahan gile mata aku today. mimie ckp dh pucat gile muke aku.
tp tk tau knpe mcm tk bole tido. byk pk mayb. duhh.
mati lg baik la. EHEH.
keje tutorial DONE. hee.
tmrw class pkul 830 pttnyer. tp sbb ade taklimat ptptn,
so dorg cncel kn clas , maybe laa. haha.
hrp2 dy btl2 cncel kn clas klo tak pgsannn.
dala tk tido lg ny. mata da bngkak gle.
2 3 hari ni, sjak blk sny. tade mood. -.-
tk tau knpe. haihh. tensionn semacam jee.
aku pon pelikk. hee.
tp nk bw mcmane ? hdp msti diteruskan . :)

ok laa. i have to sleep ! class bsok 230, microeconomics.

adios peeps ! :))

pissed off !

omg. y i can still feel the PAIN ? 

the pain that ... grrhh. i don't want this. pls. :( 

pls don't do this to me. knpe manusie kjam ? yaAllah. kau tabahkan lah hati ku. 

org tk pnh nmpk perit yg aku rse. just tw judge aku mcm tu je. n thn bls blk kt aku.

wtf weh ? kau tk pnh btl2 selami hati aku. kau jst nmpk dr luaran. 

ape yg berlaku. tp kau tk tau ape aku rse. hmm. smue sama ! 

msty korg pk bkn2 psl aku. tp the facts !

korg tk tau ape yg aku rse. aku sunyi .

aku tnggung sgle ksdhn aku sorg2 . tade sp pnh nk amek ksah. duhh. aku tk mntk smpti . 

tp.. jst mluahkn ape yg tpndm. nw im just being my self. 

aku lyn smue org. hak aku lah. aku try face smue ny. yeah ! i don't need anybody in my heart ! 

i can live alone here ! i have my friends and family .

i don't need a lover ! fuckfuckfuck them ! 

yeah. choose to NOT LOVING me. that's good for you. 

bcs i'll be dissapear again ! and again. :)

i wish that i cud just die than have to face all this fucking thingy. -.- 

p/s : im sory if i have to make u HATE me. bcos that's the best way for us. :)

back to my normal life .

welcome back to UNISEL. :) afte 1 week mid term break, stay kt uma. at last blk sni blk . hee. srnok jgk stay kt umah. mama msk byk. bazaar kt sne BEST. hee. bt at the same time . rndu nk blk unisel jgk. tk bole thn la dduk umah . :( haihh. kple serabut . rndu mama. ksian nk tgl kn mama sorg2. haihh. tp nk wt cmne kn. hidup msti diteruskan. cehh. haha. my life way better here at unisel . bcos here i've my friends that always here by my side to support me . and make me laugh all the time. especially my lovely Housemates ! :) heart them all. 

teman sekecilku. :)

okey. ini adalah diynoo elmoo. haha. dy teman sekecilku. hari tu bru je lpk ngn dy setelah sekian lama. dah 5 thn lbeh kot tak jpe. tp siot je sbb dy msh tak cam aku. ape pny kwn. -.- haha. joke. pdhal dy la yg berlari ngn aku every year since drjh 4 kot. tp msh tak cam aku. diy2. ape laa. hee. dy ny jhat. suke buli aku. hee. jpe ary2 pon dy buli aku. :( jhat kn ? eheh. tade la. joke je. bt sbnrnye mmg btl pn. HAHA. nyah jgn mrh ok syg. hee. dy baik la. dlm fb dy sllu ktuk aku pndk. dy igt dy tnggi sgt. pstu jpe amek kauu. haha. aku lg tnggi ok ! hee. itu saje kot crte psl dy. :) btw, diy.. hope kau akn get back dgn tutt blk ok. aku sntse doakan. jgn sdih2 tw. chill ok. face the fact. and move on. try to forget the past. let the past be past. :) ok nyah ? ♥