him ?

omg ! i saw him today at bazaar. i wish to see him act. and my wish was come true. :') tak sangka gilee dpt jpe dy. tak expect lgsg. dr jauh dah ternampk. it was like , omg! its him. time tu dah menggeletar satu badan. tatau knpe. rasa lemah gile. kple ltut dah menggigil. rse mcm dah tak bole nk berdiri teguh. rindu dy, bt at the same time serious sakit di hati tak sape tau. perit ya amat. tgk dy happy je. itu pon dah bole bwt aku happy. :) dy hanye tau fikir yg aku ny dah ade bf laen, dah ade laky laen, dah tak syg dy, dah lupe kan dy n what so eva shit. dy takkan pnh fhm perasaan aku ! dy tak pnh tw ape yg aku pk , mcmane aku rasa. ble aku t'igt kt dy, n rndu dy sgt2. rasa jealous.... omg!  dy takkn pnh tau tu. yg dy tw hnye lah pk bkn2 psl aku. ble la dy nk brubah. :( haihh. act i miss him so badly. tp aku takkn bgtw dy. sbb aku tanak bg dy hrpn lg. bla ah. u said that u can get someone way btter than me kan. so go ahead. :) i don't even care. i akan sllu berdoa utk kebahagiaan u. that's all from me.


p/s : i don't love you, like i did yesterdayy. :)

friends ?

mcm2 jns mnusie stkat ny aku dah jpe, mcm2 perangai ade. huh. tp aku kesah ape kn. mcm mane pn perangai dorg. aku still bole friends ngn dorg as long as dorg tak cr psl, backstbbrs, or memfitnah aku mcm2. aku on dgn smue org. life baru aku kt unisel pon aku dah jpe agk rmy kwn. housemate, classmate o kwn dr course2 len. dorg smue terbaik. ;D tp aku rndu jgk dkt besties aku. :( siti haida. my bff. i miss her so badly ! n suraya asmadi pon. hmm. rndu gle nk lpk ngn dorg smue. rndu jgk dkt schoolmates. ashie, nuriy, chad, lisa, suzana and all. rndu gle nk bergelak ktwe ngn dorg. :'( tah ape dorg bwt skrg ny. smue da jrg contct. hope prshbtn ktorg akn kekal smpy ble2. :') and also tak lupe pd kawan lelaki. faruq alvin, aliff radzuan, muz mansor , muding gilee , zul , wan , ezad , khai and all. bestt dpt knl ngn korg. :)

asshole .

tolong ah weh. pehal kau ttbe cmny ? prngy masyaAllah. igt kau baik sgtt. tp np prlu putar belit crte kau ? makin ta phm tho aku ngn kau. annoying kau tw tak nk tgk muke kau. dala bajek bgss. eyy tlg lah. astghfirullah . bwt hlg pahale puasa aku je gado ngn kau sllu. knpe kau prlu ckp bnde yg tak betul ? dala mulut kau byk menyakitkan hati org. haih. kau tak penah sdar. kau sje nk amek attntion org kn ? knpe eh ? haih. useless ! go die la weh !