Wednesday, August 25, 2010

exhausted .

i need a long rest ! omg. ini dr smlm tk tido. gle ah.
nw dh pkul 7 pg. and im still blogging. :) haha.
tahan gile mata aku today. mimie ckp dh pucat gile muke aku.
tp tk tau knpe mcm tk bole tido. byk pk mayb. duhh.
mati lg baik la. EHEH.
keje tutorial DONE. hee.
tmrw class pkul 830 pttnyer. tp sbb ade taklimat ptptn,
so dorg cncel kn clas , maybe laa. haha.
hrp2 dy btl2 cncel kn clas klo tak pgsannn.
dala tk tido lg ny. mata da bngkak gle.
2 3 hari ni, sjak blk sny. tade mood. -.-
tk tau knpe. haihh. tensionn semacam jee.
aku pon pelikk. hee.
tp nk bw mcmane ? hdp msti diteruskan . :)

ok laa. i have to sleep ! class bsok 230, microeconomics.

adios peeps ! :))

pissed off !

omg. y i can still feel the PAIN
the pain that ... grrhh. i don't want this. pls. :( 
pls don't do this to me. knpe manusie kjam ? yaAllah. kau tabahkan lah hati ku. 
org tk pnh nmpk perit yg aku rse. just tw judge aku mcm tu je. n thn bls blk kt aku.
wtf weh ? kau tk pnh btl2 selami hati aku. kau jst nmpk dr luaran. 
ape yg berlaku. tp kau tk tau ape aku rse. hmm. smue sama ! 
msty korg pk bkn2 psl aku. tp the facts !
korg tk tau ape yg aku rse. aku sunyi .
aku tnggung sgle ksdhn aku sorg2 . tade sp pnh nk amek ksah. duhh. aku tk mntk smpti . 
tp.. jst mluahkn ape yg tpndm. nw im just being my self. 
aku lyn smue org. hak aku lah. aku try face smue ny. yeah ! i don't need anybody in my heart ! 
i can live alone here ! i have my friends and family .
i don't need a lover ! fuckfuckfuck them ! 
yeah. choose to NOT LOVING me. that's good for you. 
bcs i'll be dissapear again ! and again. :)
i wish that i cud just die than have to face all this fucking thingy. -.- 


p/s : im sory if i have to make u HATE me. bcos that's the best way for us. :)

back to my normal life .

welcome back to UNISEL. :) afte 1 week mid term break, stay kt uma. at last blk sni blk . hee. srnok jgk stay kt umah. mama msk byk. bazaar kt sne BEST. hee. bt at the same time . rndu nk blk unisel jgk. tk bole thn la dduk umah . :( haihh. kple serabut . rndu mama. ksian nk tgl kn mama sorg2. haihh. tp nk wt cmne kn. hidup msti diteruskan. cehh. haha. my life way better here at unisel . bcos here i've my friends that always here by my side to support me . and make me laugh all the time. especially my lovely Housemates ! :) heart them all.