puasaaaa ! :)

today is the first day fasting . :) mcm tak caya je dah stat puasa, kjap je masa berlalu, rndu nyer time last year. first time dlm hdup aku berpuasa dgn kwn2. rndu nyer dkt mama. n family. :'( ksiann mama berbuke sorg2 pnye. hmm. and this year msty lg funn than last year. :) i HOPE so! nsb next week dah sem break. 1 week cuti! hooray ! bole berpuasa dirumah. :) bt confm perit pnye nk hadapi, even berpuasa dirumah. haihh. redha jela kann. yaAllah, ya TuhanKu. tabahkanlah hati ku utk menghadapi hari2 yg suram ini. :') semoge tahun ini lebih bermakna daripada tahun lepass. aminn.

Ah Lan Wahsalan Ya ramadhan :)

heart this song. ♥

The Fray - Never Say Never lyrics

Some things we don't talk about

Rather do without and just hold the smile

Falling in and out of love

Ashamed and proud of, together all the while

You can never say never

While we don't know when

But time and time again

Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Picture, you're the queen of everything

Far as the eye can see under your command

I will be your guardian when all is crumbling

I'll steady your hand

You can never say never

While we don't know when

But time, time and time again

Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming

Together again and again

We're growing apart but we pull it together

Pull it together, together again

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

pray.

i think i miss u. hmm. hope u'll get well soon. i noe now u tgh suffrd gle. haha. mcm lwk plak. pttnyer i glak je sbb u jd cmny. n i shud wish u jst go DIE. hee. bt sorry to say. aku bkn jns cmtu nk mndoakn org mati cpt. aku bkn kjam sgtt smpy nk doakn org tu mati. n fyi, even i hate you (not), and even u've make me hurt n suffered enough. i still gonna pray for you. aku ttp akn sllu doakn  ksjhtraan kau. :) hope u akn get well soon. i've no idea even that's jst ur trick. ;) bt who cares. as long as u hepy doing that, go ahead. :)

hurt.

i realy wonder why im the one who has to feel the pain. the pain that comes from the hole from my chest. its realy hurt me so fucking muchh. :( seriously i can't face him. it so irritating me. hmm. knpe aku yg kene hdpi smue ny? ape slh aku? perit tak terkata. hanya aku sorg yg alaminyer. kau yg bwt aku jd begini. tp knpe? kau brjnjy takkn ulangi kslpn ex ku. ttpi kau masih melakukan bnde yg sama. terima kasih. :) if kau ckp kau still tgu aku. bttr forget abt it. bcos i won't turning back to u. i WON'T. keep ma word. i won't break my promise. i'll forgive for what u've done. but i won't forget till the last of my breath. :) aku akn igt stiap kata2 kau, n perbuatan kau. mcmane kau hncurkan hati aku. aku redha. :) maybe ade hikmah disebalik ape yg berlaku. betapa perit aku rasa, betapa aku menderita. kau takkn pnh tw tu. ape yg kau tw, hny membalas dndm. even punce kte ptus d'sbbkn kau. kau ttp nk bls mcm2 kt aku. uh gosh. wtf weh. tapee. aku trime! karma babe. what goes around will comes around. u'll pay for it. that's for sure. :)

true said.

Big Fat Liar!

kalau menipu kau mmg takkan selamat la weh. serious ckp. ok mmgla manusia tidak penah lari dari melakukan kesilapan. tp kalau kau dah tau bnde tu slh, kau lg nk bwt, pe jadahnyer ? aku pon bkn perfect sgt nk judge org. tp aku tade la plak nk tipu org just utk membanggakan diri aku. org tipu utk kebaikan. bkn utk kebanggaan diri sndri. fuck la weh prngai. one day for sure kau akn trime padahnye. sooner or later. confirm kantoi. kau takkan selamat. bile dah kantoi bru menyesal. tak gune weh. sekali kau menipu maybe org bole terima n maafkan, tp kalau dah byk kali kau wat and kau tak penah nk menyesal. mmg TAK a weh. u wish that other people wud trust youu. bt in ur dream lah! middle finger too u liar!

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