back to my normal life .

welcome back to UNISEL. :) afte 1 week mid term break, stay kt uma. at last blk sni blk . hee. srnok jgk stay kt umah. mama msk byk. bazaar kt sne BEST. hee. bt at the same time . rndu nk blk unisel jgk. tk bole thn la dduk umah . :( haihh. kple serabut . rndu mama. ksian nk tgl kn mama sorg2. haihh. tp nk wt cmne kn. hidup msti diteruskan. cehh. haha. my life way better here at unisel . bcos here i've my friends that always here by my side to support me . and make me laugh all the time. especially my lovely Housemates ! :) heart them all. 

teman sekecilku. :)

okey. ini adalah diynoo elmoo. haha. dy teman sekecilku. hari tu bru je lpk ngn dy setelah sekian lama. dah 5 thn lbeh kot tak jpe. tp siot je sbb dy msh tak cam aku. ape pny kwn. -.- haha. joke. pdhal dy la yg berlari ngn aku every year since drjh 4 kot. tp msh tak cam aku. diy2. ape laa. hee. dy ny jhat. suke buli aku. hee. jpe ary2 pon dy buli aku. :( jhat kn ? eheh. tade la. joke je. bt sbnrnye mmg btl pn. HAHA. nyah jgn mrh ok syg. hee. dy baik la. dlm fb dy sllu ktuk aku pndk. dy igt dy tnggi sgt. pstu jpe amek kauu. haha. aku lg tnggi ok ! hee. itu saje kot crte psl dy. :) btw, diy.. hope kau akn get back dgn tutt blk ok. aku sntse doakan. jgn sdih2 tw. chill ok. face the fact. and move on. try to forget the past. let the past be past. :) ok nyah ? ♥

youu.

today, u ajk lpk. ok fine. i tak kesah, thn mlm u ckp u wanna fetch me. i tgu pny la lme mmg terbaik. :) srnok tgu u td uh. len kly lmbt la lg. today mmg btl2 mnguji ksbrn i. duhh. dgn mdexx, n thn u lg i kne tgu. huhu. tp tape. sbr jelaa. thn lpk stu tmpt. hmm. i ckp dgn u. bttr u tell me evrthg u wanna tell now. bcos afte ths mmg ssh dah nk jpe. sbb nty i akn blk U blk. em. thn u bwt luahan prsaan. u tell me everything abt ur feeling. that's really impressed me. :') i terdiam. i tak sngka u akn ckp cmtu even kite dah break. i mmg tak sngke prsaan u dkt i still same mcm dlu. i thought u already have sm1 else in ur heart. bt im totally wrong. omg ! dala smlm diy tag i stu vid ny. ckup trse kott. i tkt i mnysl kmudian hari. skt kple memikirkan smue ny. rugi plak tak rkam ape yg u ckp. haha. em2. haihh. hari ini i takkn lupekn smpy ble2. :)

mid term break ! :)

yeah ! im homeee. cuti 1 week. best dpt blk berpuasa dirumah. hee. dgn family, dpt makan masakan mama. :)) way bttr than kt U. duhh. huhu. and.. kt sny pon best. dpt pg bazaar. bazaar kt sny lg best kott. byk choice. dpd kt unisel. tade choice sgt. hrp mnusie je rmy. cuci mata mmg lah best. tp mknn nyer kurang best. HAHA. joke2 ok. heee. smntre dkt sny bole lah pg bazaar hari2. bt thn dah blk sne. tak best lah. dah tatau nk mkn ape. hmm. holiday kali ny tade pg mane. dduk rumah je. agk bosann jgk la kn. everyday facebook-ing je keje. haha. and.. best dpt tido lbeh masa. HAHA. nk kwa pon mcm mls je. nsb lecturer tade bg assgnmnt. hee. sng hidup time cuti ny. and time ny jgk la nk jpe kwn2 smue. nty dah blk U ssh gile nk jpe dorg. especially, cik medexx ku sayangg. kwn yg plg bz pnh aku jmpe. haha. joke beb.  tp at least dpt gk pg bazaar dgn kau today. hee. tak sbr nk tgu this friday. berbuke sama2. :)

him ?

omg ! i saw him today at bazaar. i wish to see him act. and my wish was come true. :') tak sangka gilee dpt jpe dy. tak expect lgsg. dr jauh dah ternampk. it was like , omg! its him. time tu dah menggeletar satu badan. tatau knpe. rasa lemah gile. kple ltut dah menggigil. rse mcm dah tak bole nk berdiri teguh. rindu dy, bt at the same time serious sakit di hati tak sape tau. perit ya amat. tgk dy happy je. itu pon dah bole bwt aku happy. :) dy hanye tau fikir yg aku ny dah ade bf laen, dah ade laky laen, dah tak syg dy, dah lupe kan dy n what so eva shit. dy takkan pnh fhm perasaan aku ! dy tak pnh tw ape yg aku pk , mcmane aku rasa. ble aku t'igt kt dy, n rndu dy sgt2. rasa jealous.... omg!  dy takkn pnh tau tu. yg dy tw hnye lah pk bkn2 psl aku. ble la dy nk brubah. :( haihh. act i miss him so badly. tp aku takkn bgtw dy. sbb aku tanak bg dy hrpn lg. bla ah. u said that u can get someone way btter than me kan. so go ahead. :) i don't even care. i akan sllu berdoa utk kebahagiaan u. that's all from me.


p/s : i don't love you, like i did yesterdayy. :)

friends ?

mcm2 jns mnusie stkat ny aku dah jpe, mcm2 perangai ade. huh. tp aku kesah ape kn. mcm mane pn perangai dorg. aku still bole friends ngn dorg as long as dorg tak cr psl, backstbbrs, or memfitnah aku mcm2. aku on dgn smue org. life baru aku kt unisel pon aku dah jpe agk rmy kwn. housemate, classmate o kwn dr course2 len. dorg smue terbaik. ;D tp aku rndu jgk dkt besties aku. :( siti haida. my bff. i miss her so badly ! n suraya asmadi pon. hmm. rndu gle nk lpk ngn dorg smue. rndu jgk dkt schoolmates. ashie, nuriy, chad, lisa, suzana and all. rndu gle nk bergelak ktwe ngn dorg. :'( tah ape dorg bwt skrg ny. smue da jrg contct. hope prshbtn ktorg akn kekal smpy ble2. :') and also tak lupe pd kawan lelaki. faruq alvin, aliff radzuan, muz mansor , muding gilee , zul , wan , ezad , khai and all. bestt dpt knl ngn korg. :)

asshole .

tolong ah weh. pehal kau ttbe cmny ? prngy masyaAllah. igt kau baik sgtt. tp np prlu putar belit crte kau ? makin ta phm tho aku ngn kau. annoying kau tw tak nk tgk muke kau. dala bajek bgss. eyy tlg lah. astghfirullah . bwt hlg pahale puasa aku je gado ngn kau sllu. knpe kau prlu ckp bnde yg tak betul ? dala mulut kau byk menyakitkan hati org. haih. kau tak penah sdar. kau sje nk amek attntion org kn ? knpe eh ? haih. useless ! go die la weh !