him ?

omg ! i saw him today at bazaar. i wish to see him act. and my wish was come true. :') tak sangka gilee dpt jpe dy. tak expect lgsg. dr jauh dah ternampk. it was like , omg! its him. time tu dah menggeletar satu badan. tatau knpe. rasa lemah gile. kple ltut dah menggigil. rse mcm dah tak bole nk berdiri teguh. rindu dy, bt at the same time serious sakit di hati tak sape tau. perit ya amat. tgk dy happy je. itu pon dah bole bwt aku happy. :) dy hanye tau fikir yg aku ny dah ade bf laen, dah ade laky laen, dah tak syg dy, dah lupe kan dy n what so eva shit. dy takkan pnh fhm perasaan aku ! dy tak pnh tw ape yg aku pk , mcmane aku rasa. ble aku t'igt kt dy, n rndu dy sgt2. rasa jealous.... omg!  dy takkn pnh tau tu. yg dy tw hnye lah pk bkn2 psl aku. ble la dy nk brubah. :( haihh. act i miss him so badly. tp aku takkn bgtw dy. sbb aku tanak bg dy hrpn lg. bla ah. u said that u can get someone way btter than me kan. so go ahead. :) i don't even care. i akan sllu berdoa utk kebahagiaan u. that's all from me.


p/s : i don't love you, like i did yesterdayy. :)

friends ?

mcm2 jns mnusie stkat ny aku dah jpe, mcm2 perangai ade. huh. tp aku kesah ape kn. mcm mane pn perangai dorg. aku still bole friends ngn dorg as long as dorg tak cr psl, backstbbrs, or memfitnah aku mcm2. aku on dgn smue org. life baru aku kt unisel pon aku dah jpe agk rmy kwn. housemate, classmate o kwn dr course2 len. dorg smue terbaik. ;D tp aku rndu jgk dkt besties aku. :( siti haida. my bff. i miss her so badly ! n suraya asmadi pon. hmm. rndu gle nk lpk ngn dorg smue. rndu jgk dkt schoolmates. ashie, nuriy, chad, lisa, suzana and all. rndu gle nk bergelak ktwe ngn dorg. :'( tah ape dorg bwt skrg ny. smue da jrg contct. hope prshbtn ktorg akn kekal smpy ble2. :') and also tak lupe pd kawan lelaki. faruq alvin, aliff radzuan, muz mansor , muding gilee , zul , wan , ezad , khai and all. bestt dpt knl ngn korg. :)

asshole .

tolong ah weh. pehal kau ttbe cmny ? prngy masyaAllah. igt kau baik sgtt. tp np prlu putar belit crte kau ? makin ta phm tho aku ngn kau. annoying kau tw tak nk tgk muke kau. dala bajek bgss. eyy tlg lah. astghfirullah . bwt hlg pahale puasa aku je gado ngn kau sllu. knpe kau prlu ckp bnde yg tak betul ? dala mulut kau byk menyakitkan hati org. haih. kau tak penah sdar. kau sje nk amek attntion org kn ? knpe eh ? haih. useless ! go die la weh !

someone .

emm. i miss him! omg! what the hell that im talking about. no no. plss. i don't want him. but i need someone else that can cure the pain inside my heart. the one that can treat me like he treat me, but not like him. i mean not a liar like him! i need someone that can truly being honest with me. honest everything about himself. i don't want to be with a liar again. plss. it really hurt me deeply. it make me suffered enough. but now, honestly tade sape pon dalam hati aku. hati aku kosong. mule2 DIA, thn K. but now aku rasa K dah ade someone else. but kita mane tau hati orang kan. no one would understand. tapi bile tgk wall fb dy. terasa gilee. hmm. tapi dy ckp dy still tgu aku. but... tahla. ssh utk percaya. sape lah aku ny. tade rupe ponn. he can get wayy better than me. aku tanak berharap pada sesape. because aku tw, bile aku berharap time tu plak la org bwt dajal. haihh. complicated life! yg laen plak. geli tho. tlg lah. aku tade prsaan skrg ny. ckp la ppe pon. aku just tgu someone yg dpt bukak blk pintu hati aku ny. that guy would be lucky! :) bkn smue yg annoying pon. cume ade certain je.. eheh. sumpah geli. aku tak bole accpt. haha. lwk jee. kalau stkat nk m'ayat dlm fb, mntk no smue. LAME lahh. sumpah takkan lyn. konon skjap je dah boleh fallen love. haha. Ridiculous! dah ckup masak la ngn prngai lelaki ny. duhh. yg muke suci ny la prngai ... masyaAllah. tatau nk explain cm mane. haihh. dunia dah nak kiamat kot. -.-

puasaaaa ! :)

today is the first day fasting . :) mcm tak caya je dah stat puasa, kjap je masa berlalu, rndu nyer time last year. first time dlm hdup aku berpuasa dgn kwn2. rndu nyer dkt mama. n family. :'( ksiann mama berbuke sorg2 pnye. hmm. and this year msty lg funn than last year. :) i HOPE so! nsb next week dah sem break. 1 week cuti! hooray ! bole berpuasa dirumah. :) bt confm perit pnye nk hadapi, even berpuasa dirumah. haihh. redha jela kann. yaAllah, ya TuhanKu. tabahkanlah hati ku utk menghadapi hari2 yg suram ini. :') semoge tahun ini lebih bermakna daripada tahun lepass. aminn.

Ah Lan Wahsalan Ya ramadhan :)

heart this song. ♥

The Fray - Never Say Never lyrics

Some things we don't talk about

Rather do without and just hold the smile

Falling in and out of love

Ashamed and proud of, together all the while

You can never say never

While we don't know when

But time and time again

Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Picture, you're the queen of everything

Far as the eye can see under your command

I will be your guardian when all is crumbling

I'll steady your hand

You can never say never

While we don't know when

But time, time and time again

Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming

Together again and again

We're growing apart but we pull it together

Pull it together, together again

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

pray.

i think i miss u. hmm. hope u'll get well soon. i noe now u tgh suffrd gle. haha. mcm lwk plak. pttnyer i glak je sbb u jd cmny. n i shud wish u jst go DIE. hee. bt sorry to say. aku bkn jns cmtu nk mndoakn org mati cpt. aku bkn kjam sgtt smpy nk doakn org tu mati. n fyi, even i hate you (not), and even u've make me hurt n suffered enough. i still gonna pray for you. aku ttp akn sllu doakn  ksjhtraan kau. :) hope u akn get well soon. i've no idea even that's jst ur trick. ;) bt who cares. as long as u hepy doing that, go ahead. :)