err ?

There's alottt of things that i wanna update actually .

but, tkde mood lah nk crte pasal ni.

so, nnti2 jela update pasal tu :D

C h a n g e s ?

changes ? emm . I think there's a part of me that already changed .

perangai ? mgkn laa. looks ? nahhh. idts .

body shape ? dh tkde shape dh. haha. makin berisi kot. argh goddammit !

time sem break ni pulak lgsg tkde pg jogg. elok sgt lettew. -.-

mane tk makin membesar. asyik makan je. 

tp... if tk makan nnti mama ayh mrh. org tu pn marah. so dikira aku mkn ni pn tpkse tauu .-.-

erghh . bkn tk bersyukur dgn rezeki yg ade. aku bersyukur sgt yaAllah .

cuma, kdg2 tu tk bole la asyik nk makan je kan. 

mmg gemuk la jdinye nnti . -.-

about perangai pulak :

aku dh berubah sikit kot. dulu sriously aku seorang yg penyabar .

mmg kwn2 pon jarang nmpk aku mrh .

tp skrg i'm lost my temper !

cpt sgtt moody oh skrg ni. asyk nk mrh je .

org cri psl aku dh nk mengamuk .

tp aku tk kejam laa. bila tgh moody org tk bersalah aku mrh .

noooo. aku still bole pikir. kdg2 org yg aku dh mnympah ade dpn muka. 

time tgh moody tu mmg kene la kau setepek .

tp lps tu menyesal la pulak. haha. bese lettew.

rasa bersalah menyelubungi diri .

ssh nk control dh skrg . tk tau knpe . haihh .

Tapi time mood aku tgh okay. mmg aku okay la. tkde pulak aku nk mrh2 org tk tntu psl .

aku try kot utk jd mcm dulu. aku pon tk suke nk mrh2 org ni .

kdg2 aku tkde mksd pon nk lukekan hati seseorang tuh .

cume emosi kann . kdg2 tk bole nk control .

The End .

semester break .

My semester break this time was so freaking bored . -.-

i'm just staying at home and waste TIME.

sleep.eat.sleep.eat.sleep.eat. and sleep againn .

i was repeating the same thing every single day !

dudeee, every single day yknow.

can't wait to be back to SA !

I miss my girls . :'(

seriouslyy, i feel like crying when i think of the old time .

i really miss them so badly.

bila lg dpt lpk ngn korg mcm dulu ? :(

rindu schoolmates ! chad, suraya, tadah, ashie, nuriy, classmates and smue2 lah . :(

plg rndu korg kt ats ni lah !

and rindu jgk dkt my babes . 

ELYNN, FARA, INTAN, JUNE, QIRRA, MIMIE, AZZA . 

my housemates and my babes time sem 1 . 

sumpah rindu gila kt korg. 

bile t'igt time sem 1 sedih je kot . msg2 dh jrg jpe skrg .

rindu dkt ELYNN. :( dh lme tk jpe elynn.

dulu time sem1 berkepit dgn dia je. plg tk bole lupe eh.

time dia nk pndh, aku nangis gila2. :'(

tanak lpskn dia. :(

rindu dkt june and qirra ! my dearest housemate and roomates *qirra 

selama 2 sem . 

SUMPAH aku tkkn lupa kan korg ehh. sorry skrg dh jrg lpk. 

bkn aku tknk. tp korg pn mcm busy.

aku nk sgt klau bole mcm dulu . :( 

aku ttp SAYANG korg frvr ehh . ♥

:)

One of the most amazing thing in the world is having someone who falls in love with you thought you never had a chance with.

new Life with new Love. :)

he's the lucky one. :)

i choose him instead of other's.

i hope i make a right decisions . ♥

p/s : pleaseee take good care of my heart will you ? :)

love this song. ♥

annual dinner ♥

setelah skian lame . bru aku nk updte psl dnnr ni . -.-

haha . sorry la . lme gle tk updte .

mls + busy laa . hee .

and tk tau nk updte ape pon act .

okay the date was 14 feb 2011 . and it was valentine's day ! aww .

hee . rilek2 . pg dnnr ni pon bkn dgn crush o my love . pg dgn

my babes je pon. :) nk pg dgn partner , haih .

mane plak nk cari prtner . tade org pon sudi nk prtner dgn aku . heh .

sadis lah cite dia.  haha . that night leya bwk amar . aww.

untunglah dia, ade prtner on valentine's day.

hee , but pg dnnr tu agk bosann kot .

dia byk membebel spnjg mlm. sorry to say. haha .

but at least im having so much fun with my babes . :)

here are some picts that we take that nght . 

leya and me . :)

leya, scha and me . :)

sushi king . :)

a few weeks ago, date ble and hari ape aku tk igt . -.- haha 

kami ber4 as usual . aku, leya , and siti2 ku .

pg mencari rumah di shah alam . haha .

okay, pnt eh . pnt mencari rumah and pnt berfikir .

wehh, hrtu dh jpe rumah , tp agk jauh dr unisel . -.-

nme tmpt dia ... aku lupe . omg . -.-

haha . tp kondo lah . agk mewah . facilities mmg terbaik .

rumah pon mmg terbaik pnye bsar ..

tp jauh and tade public trnsport la plak . -.-

so smpy skrg tk dcide lg nk dduk kt mne . 

rumah tu pn tk cnfrm lg .dpn rumah tu ade shoppg complex eh .

tp tk tau ape nme dia . -.- haha .

tade la famous sgtt tmpt dia. mcm terpencil jgk la .

bru2 smpai ktorg pg survey mall tu dulu. haha .

bru lah jpe dgn agent rumah tu .

lpk sushi king ! iesy yg nk mkn .

aku nk mkn sushi ? mmg takkk la cite dia .

muntah blk jp lg ade la .weh srious tk bole telan ouh .

wekk . -.- so lpk jela situ tmn dorg smue mkn . hihi .

here are some picts . hee .

Your Guardian Angel .

when i see your smile , tears run down my face .

i can't replace ..

and now that i'm strong i've figured out .

how this world turns cold and it breaks to my soul , 

and i know i'll find deep inside me i can be the one ,
I WILL NEVER LET YOU FALL .
i'll stand up with you forever ..
i'll be there for you through it all ,
even if saving you sends me to heaven ...
cuz you're my , you're my ,
my true LOVE , my whole HEART ,
please don't throw that away .
cuz i'm here for you .
please don't walk away anddd .
please tell me u'll STAY ... ♥

a l o n e .

' i think it's better to be alone , no one can hurt me that way . '

 it's trueee okay .

bg aku lg baik hdp single , tade org nk sakitkan hati kite .

tp , even aku single . aku ttp broken hearted . :(

someone broke my heart againn ! 

he make me fall fr him , but thn he just went away frm me . 

now it's empty . hmm ,

nthg much to talk abt .

that's all from me ,

The End .

GoodBye two O ten . :(

this year *2010* was awesomee .
 biasalah . ade sad story and ade jgk happy story . 

this year mcm2 yg berlaku . i've been hurt and broken hearted .

and also the best thing is I'VE FALLEN LOVE fr the second time !

but the saddest things is i don't have the courage to let that person know how i feel . :(

it's hurt enough ok . it's feel like *bang ! mcm hati kite kene tembak . haha . and hancur berderai ok .

erghhh ! i wish that i could tell him the truth . :(

this year jgk aku putus cinta . ecehhh . haha . mule2 srious mcm lifeless gile .

tp alhamdulillah aku dh pulih spnhnye dr smue tuh . :)

and mcm2 dh berlaku . this year lah aku dh msk U . the best moment ok ! 

dh tk stay dkt rumah . first time tgl jauh drpd family .

mule2 mcm sedih . tp sedih skit jela . hahaha.
 happy lbh sbb dh dpt survive dlm hdp .

klau tk asyik dikongkong je oleh family . -.- yess aku tau family 

aku sayang sgt dkt aku , that's why lah dorg bwt smue tu kan ,
dorg just nk yg terbaik utk aku .

aku tk kesah pon smue tu act . aku bole fikir kot .

tp kdg2 lgsg tade kebebasan . aku dh teenager kot .
aku nk ade life dgn kwn2 jgk kn . :)

 dh tk skolah . serious rndu nk pkai bju skolah ok . :(
 rndu nk jpe kawan2 smue .

tk rndu nk blja pon act . haha ! seriously rndu gile. :(

and mcm2 mnusie jgk aku jpe this year . hooyeah .

aku jpe rmy sgtt2 kawan baru . dgn bermcm2 perangai . -.-

ade kawan yg dr mule2 jpe time aku msk unisel skrg dh tade dgn aku , 

ade yg mkin busy , tk dpt lpk sllu . :( and ade jgk yg dh pndh U .

sumpah rndu korg okayyy . :')

ade yg dr mule rpt and now mcm dh tk rpt . -.-

friends are like that . tk smue nye kekal selamanyer kan .

so kene trime lah dgn hati yg terbuke . :)

tp wlau ape pon berlaku . aku tetap sayang kan kawan2 aku okay !

tk kire la korg pnh mngutuk aku o wteva shits .

aku ttp anggap korg kawan aku . :) 

and this year was the best birthday eva . :)

my babes dtg rumah clbrte birthday aku ,

sumpah terharu ok . snggp dorg dtg jauh2 . :')

iloveyouguyssomuch okay ! leya,scha and iesya ♥

i won't forget that day till the rest of my life . :)  thanks friends .

that's all i thing for 2010 .

btw , goodBYE 2010 . HELL-O 2011 . :)

may we have a blast on this new year, and have a good life , 

new happiness and abundance of new friends . :) ♥

dari hati ke BLOG .

Ouchh ! this is the time .

okayy . ny mase utk luahan perasaan yee .

aku tade niat pon nk kutuk org ok .

soryy sspe yg trse . ny aku just nk crte jeh .

ambil lah pedoman yee . :)

         yess aku tau tk smue manusia perfect .aku pn tk perfect kan .bile yg lawa , tk semestinyer hati dorg baik . and bile yg tk lawa plak , tk smuenyer hati dorg busuk kan . same la jgk mcm yg bertudung nyh . prmpuan yg tk pky tdung tk smue nyer jhat ok . skrg ny yg pky tdung tula yg byk prngai mcm tutt . :) haha. phm2 lah sndry ok . tp tk smue lah kan . tp majority jgk la . korg2 yg lelaki ny tk sdar. igt yg pky seksi2 ny dorg confrm2 jhat ke ? takk ok . majority dorg tu lah yg hati nyer baik . aku bkn nk defend org yg berpkaian seksi o tk mnutup aurat nyh . tp aku just ckp bnde yg btl . tgk jela surrounding korg . yg rmy dating2 tuh smue prmpuan yg pky tdung .  ha'ah kan . baik nyer dorg . dh pky tdung bwt cmtu plak .

        kalau buat smtg tuh bole tlg bwt dgn ikhls tk ? masyaAllah . ape mslh kau ny . klau btl2 kau ikhls nk bwt smtg tuh . kau tk prlu kot nk hboh dkt stu dunie ny yg kau dh bwt bnde tuh . tu tk ikhls la nmenyer tuh . ape pndaii sgtt . dh blja smpy universiti dh aku rse . tp tk bole fikir agknye. klau kau bjet bwt bnde tu sbb nk tlg org len , bwt hlg phle kau jeh . tmbh dose kering ade la tau tk . laen kali klau kau tanak bwt bnde tu . jgn bwt lah ok. -.-

        okayy , smue org tk perfect kan ? dh tu jgn nk pulau kn org laen bole ? ape lah slh hmba Allah tu smpy korg torture dy bgtu skly . korg dh jtuh kan air muke dy tau tk ? bdose gile do . nk kata bodoh . pndai2 smue nye korg ny . haihhh . tk tau la kn . beala dy nerd ke annoying skly ponn . tk pyh la nk jtuh kan air muke dy kt tmpt org rmy . just imgne je yg korg kt tmpt dia . aku rse korg dh commit suicide dh . -.- tk pk plak mcm mne dy rse . bole depressed thap critical kot dy . pls be matured lah people ! bkn stkat lelaki . yg prmpuan pn sama. haihh . insaf lah ok .

okayy . dh ckup la tu kot . haha . dh tk de idea . nty

klau ade idea aku smbg lg . btw , sorry eh . klau aku 

terkutuk org o wt so eva. tade niat pn nk bg sspe terasa . 

everybody make mistakes rightt ?

so do i . :)


The End .

from the bottom of my broken heart .

now maybe it's not the time for LOVE. 

duh . im sick of it . really , really , really sick of it .
i'm give up on YOUU .
standard la kan . ble kte ade hati kt org tu .
tk mgkn org tu akn ade hati kt kite blk .
tp aku rase aku dh ckup beruntung .
sllu nye cinta aku akn dibalas .
tapi biasa lah , mereka hanya manusia biasa .
yg sering melakukan kesilapan .
nobody is PERFECT . yeah , i know rightt .
sama la mcm dorg . and aku juga . aku pon tk perfect .
i've fallen love with him . tp aku mgkn tkkn bgtau dia .
tp aku tk snggp tipu diri aku sendiri .
bile dpt tau dia minat org laen . serious nk jtuh jantung aku .
tp redha jela . bkn mengharap sgtt pon .
dia pon hotstuff ok .
mmg tak la nk dpt kn . tp dia ckp dia mnat aku jgk dri sem 1 .
ouh goshh . sumpah tk pcye .
haihh . enough talking about him .
so now , aku berserah . kalau ade jodoh , ade la kan ?
tk pyh nk kejar kot . mmg tkkn dpt .
kalau dia dh ade gf pon . aku akn doakan kebahagiaan dia .
i'm happy if you're happy ok . :)


so, skrg . aku SINGLE ! :)
life aku dgn kawan2 and juga family .
ini pon aku dh ckup happy even aku kurang kasih sayang .
ececeh . *sttmnt tk bole bla do .
hahahah . mmg sunyi gile ok tade teman stiap masa .
tade org nk text o even call .
*pdhal ade jeh . hahah. aku je mls nk lyn .
ehehe . emm . sumpah jeles dgn org yg ade coup tuh .
sweet jeh tgk dorg . heee . tp tapelaa .
one fine day aku ttp akn jpe jodoh yg sesuai dgn aku .
insyaAllah . :) Allah kan Maha Adil .
mgkn skrg aku sunyi , and sedih .
satu hari nnti aku pasti akn kecapi kebahagiaan and kegembiraan juga .


WOww ! post kali ny laen mcm skit eh . hahaha .
pelik2 jeh . ok sudahla . itu saje kott .


The End . :)

silent is better .

better aku mendiamkan diri .
sometimes aku rse lg baik jd selfish . kalau kite care dkt org pn .

org bkn reti nk appreciate kan . tak kire la kawan ke , family ke , o even 

THEM . sooo , lg baik aku just maintain the silent .
time utk aku jd stone .
abaikan ape org nk buat , or ckp or whatever shits .
aku dh mls nk kesah and dh ckup mls nk ambk tau .
korg ade life korg kn . aku pon ade . so just go on with your life .
tk pyh nk mnyebok hal aku pls .
aku tk ggu hdp korg pn kn .
so DIAM ! :)


The End . 

e m p t y .

empty to death ! -.-

yess . mmg aku sunyi gle pon .

tp tk semestinyer aku prlukan bf .

aku dh ckup happy dgn all my babes n buddies . :)

serious korg mmg the BEST okay .

and i have my family too . :)

itu pon dh kcup kot utk aku .

tapi, kdg2 aku mmg terasa sunyi gile ble dduk sorg2.

without a friends and my family .

phne pn dh bole smpn kot .

mmg lgsg tk berdering dh . ecehh .

haha . tpu la tu kn lgsg tk berbunyi .

ade jgk la kdg2 . tu pn call frm family and my babes .

laen tadee , seriously .

msg pn mcm dh mls okay .

ergg . sabar jela kan . 

itu pon aku dh ckup bersyukur yaAllah . :)

the truth .

okay . let's we talk about this. this is sincerely frm my heart . honestly . aku tanak smue ny berlaku klau bole .
aku tau la SALAH aku . aku yg mntk . aku kejam . tp korg tk pyh nk judge aku o wtve shits if korg tk tau ape yg aku rase .nk blame aku ? go on . aku trima . sbb mmg aku yg kejam bwt dia cmny . tp skurg2 nyer aku tanak jd hypocrite . aku tanak jd mcm tuh . coup tp pure2 ade prsaan . aku tanak tipu diri aku sendiri and aku tanak tipu dia jgk . 2 months aku try bg chance dkt dia . tp aku tk boleh . :( yess mmg aku sayang dia. tp tk lbh dr seorang kawan yg rapat . kalau korg bole fikir korg tkkn nk pndg hina kt aku jeh . aku terpksa . sumpah demi Allah aku tade niat nk sktkn hati dia. aku tkt if aku go on mkin lme dia akn mkin syg dkt aku n time tuh . tkkn aku nk bgtau dia yg aku tade hati dkt dia ? tk ke lg kjam aku ? aku tau korg msty akn slhkn aku . aku dh bole agk . situation aku dgn dia . korg tkkn nk slhkn dia yg cukup baik hati tuh .yess . aku mmg jahat .aku lukekan hati dia . aku tau mcmne rasa. tk pyh nk ajar aku lah. klau korg pnh alami tmpt aku bru korg tau ape aku rse .

p/s : to you my friend , kau bole go die . kawan ape mcm ny ? tk mmbntu lgsg !

and to YOU . im so sorry fr everything that i've done . sorry cos i hurt you , :( do hate me pls .

should i smile or it shouldn't be that way ?

haha. ape pnye soalan aku tny kt dia .

tp tapelaa. utk puaskan hati aku jgk kn .so aku tny psl tuh .

okayy . bole plak dia tnye aku dulu psl tuh .

siot jeh . but thn ok aku dh jwb, turn dia plak jwb . interesting ! 

tp bole plak dia bgtau ade 2 org . okay . aku mmg dh agk dh.

jwpn dia mmg mnydhkn. but, dlm 2 org tu aku 1 of it . haha. should i smile fr that ?

tah la .tk kot . mcm tk best plak kn dia ckp smpy 2 org .

yg lg sorg tu bdk sem1 . sape ???? 

nk tauuuuu pleasee . :(

tp mcm . ok . no hard feeling . i think sooo .

haihhh . what did you expect nora ?

damn! -.- stop it pleasee .

mengimbas kembali . :)

today *i mean a few days ago, hehe . 

i had a great time with fara . hee

rndu ok dkt fara . bkn nyer sng nk lpk dgn dy .

ptg tu maen badminton dgn dy .

seriously mengimbau kmbali masa time ktorg 

first2 meet . time tuh ...

erhh . mcm mls je nk cite . hehe .

okay tape . cite jela .

time tuh still tgthr dgn adib . and fara pn still tgthr dgn

amirul . ktorg jpe dkt court FRIM .

maen2 bdminton sme2 . time tuh msh sgan2 dgn fara.

sbb frst time nk lpk skly kot. 

time tuh tk tau hati budi msg2 lg kn . hehe .

starting from that day, bru lah aku knl sp fara.

and ktorg lg bertambah rpat time orientasi Unisel .

excted kot dpt tau yg fara pn msk unisel . hee,

at least ade kawan yg knl .

start dr situ la ktorg jd rpat gilee . :)

tulaa . ble maen bdminton hari tu .

ttbe t'igt blk kisah time ktorg forst time meet.

sumpah rndu gile time tuh ok . :( 

and skrg pn smue dh laen .ktorg due2 dh single .

eh eh . slap . haha . fara sorg je single .

aku tk single kot . hee .

mcm bru hari tu je bnde ny brlku . 

tk sngke cpt gile masa berlalu . hmm .

time orientasi . :)

azam SEM baruu .

HAHA . okayy . nw dh december ok . bru je lg msk sem 2 .

ok laa .this sem mcm rse ade keinsafan sikit .act byk jgk kot. 

haha .tlg lah study hard ok nora ! jgn lah maen2 n buang masa dh .

azam baru fr this sem is :

* nk tingkat kan pointer ofcourse !

* make sure 2.5 ke atas lah ok. aminnn . :)

* must stdy hard .

* jgn buang masa dgn on9 fb je .

* psl hang out tuhh , mmg tk bole nk hlg . haha. sbb
kite msty lah have fun jgk . tkkn nk stdy je kn .
nty tension sgt plak . ehee.

* give full attention in class .

* diet lah ok . haha. bdn dh mkin berisi .

* and ape lg tah . dh tk igt plak . haha . act byk lg . tp tade idea plak mlm2 ny . . :))

must stdy mcm ny ok . confrm mkin gugur lah rmbt2 ku . -.-