s p e e c h l e s s .

I can't believe what you said to me 

Last night when we were alone 

You threw your hands up

Baby you gave up , you gave up

 I can't believe how you looked at me 

With your James Dean glossy eyes

In your tight jeans with your long hair

And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke ?

 And is your punch line just a joke ?

I'll never talk again

Oh boy you've left me speechless

You've left me speechless ,

So speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me

With your half wired broken jaw 

You popped my heart seams 

On my bubble dreams

bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me

With your Johnnie Walker eyes

He's gonna get you and after

he's through

There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated

But I'm a loser in love

So baby raise a glass to mend

All the broken hearts 

Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again

Oh boy you've left me speechless

You've left me speechless

So speechless

I'll never love again ,

Oh friend you've left me speechless

You've left me speechless

So speechless

Hooow ?

haaaa-ooo-wow ?

H-oooow ?

wow ?

And after all the drinks and bars 

That we've been to 

Would you give it all up ?

Could i give it all up to you ?

And after all the boys and girls that

we've been through 

would you give it all up ?

could you give it all up ?

If I promise to you boy 

That i'll never talk again

And i'll never love again

I'll never write a song

Won't even sing along 

Will you ever talk again 

Oh boy, why you so speechless ?

you've left me speechless

Some men may follow me

But you choose 'death and company'

Why you so speechless ? oh oh oh.

p/s ; this song is niceeeeeeeeee . :D

L i f e .

LIFE is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets ,

 so love the people who treat you WELL .

  FORGIVE the ones who don't and believe that 

everything happens for a reason .

g i v e u p .

life is too short 

grudges are a waste of perfect happiness 

laugh when you can 

apologize when you should 

and LET GO of what you can't change 

love deeply and forgive quickly 

take chances , give everything 

and have no regrets 

life is too short to be unhappy 

you have to take the good with the bad 

SMILE when u are sad 

love what you got 

and always remember what you had 

always forgive but never forget 

learn from your mistakes 

but never regret 

people change, and things go wrong 

but always remember 

LIFE MUST GO ON . :)

especially for you LOSAH. :)

i hope someone breaks your heart too .

Oopss . am i too mean to u ?

who cares ??

you are the one who starts this !

and you already get the lesson ,

but now you said you HATE me rite ?

and u will think about the revenge ?

HAHA. funneh ! 

FYI, i don't give a f. :) 

well said .

Only the strong SURVIVE

in a world of 

heartbreak

and LIES .

p/s : im not that STRONG to face it,

 but at least i will TRY ! :) 

last paper !

dh last pper. gile cpt masa berlalu ouh. gile bestt.

 dh lps azab fr this sem. last pper buss math. 

mmg aku tawakal hbs. haha. dh stdy tp mcm tk ok je aku jwb. haihh. 

mntk2 la result ok. aminnnn. :) dh bole njoy ! hikhik. 

njoy lah sgt kn. sem break pn mcm kjap je. 

22nd dh kene msk blk. haihh. tp tapee.

 stay kt rumah lme2 pn tk best sgtt. bkn ade bwt ppe pon.

 time pper micro. i'm GIVING UP ! uhh. sumpah tk tau nk ckp ape. 

aku hnye bole berdoa agr aku tk repeat next sem. aminnn. 

serram kott. :( errrrh. dhlaa. tanak pk psl final lg. bnde dh lps kn. hee. 

walau ape pun terjadi. hidup mesti diteruskan. hee . :)

 tp this yr mcm tk best. time birthday aku cutii sem.

 knpe la tk kt unisel ? msty bestt kan. bole smbt dgn mmbe2 . :(

 aiyoo. redha jelaaa. :) 

Overnight ! :)

sudah skian lame tk lpk di baraa. that day lpk baraa. hee. 

bestt2. bfre that pg uptown dlu tmn scha. thn nk grk i-city.

 tp rase mcm bosan lak pg sne, tros tk jd nk msk.

 nsb baik la jpe jln g baraa. haha,. dh lme kot tk pg. 

so, tk brpe nk igt,. lpk2 and shis. tehee. fr the frst time la kn.

 aku mnth. gile lah tk bestt. erhhh. png gle sriously .

 thn time bru je lps mnth my muncitt tros call.

 mmg terbaikk smpt lg dy bwt lawak,.

 haha. tros tbntut nk mnth fr the second time. 

tp tapee. i tk slh kn u pon okay. hee. thn afte grk dpd baraa.

 trs pg ampang , rumah kak sara. tumpg tido jp.

 and thn bsok pg nyer mcm biasa. swimming baby ! 

woahh mmg best. dpt release tension. mlm shis thn pagi swimm. :D 

tp kn ade je bnde yg berlaku time ktorg ovnght. tk bole bla gle. 

last time kene ngn jpj, this time kene ngn polis mabuk plak. 

next time tk tau nk kene ngn sp plak. haihh.

tp tape , mayb ade hkmah kan. hikhik.

lps ny lme lg bru dpt hngout cmny. sbb dh cuti sem. haihh. tape2. 

sabar ok. nty sem dpn bole hngout cmny lg . (Y) hee.

btw, thanks to scha, esy and leya !

 cos make me laugh and smile all the time .

 hee. sayang korg la ok. :) 

s a b a r .

thanks alottttt. uji la lg kesabaran aku sial.

damnn ! mmg best tho. kdg2 terfikir gk.

jd baik pn slh. kang jd jhat . haihhh. 

aku mmg tk bole nk go on. bkn nk prsann tp mmg btl ok. 

org bwt aku. ok fineeee. aku diam.

 pns mmg la pnas kn. tp nk bwt cmne. 

bg aku KARMA beb. kau bwt aku nty Allah balas kt kau.

 tk didunia di akhirat kau confrm kene. kau nk lari mane. 

diam2 gk. tp jgn lah melampau kn. 

aku bole sabar, tp jgn lah menguji kesabaran aku.

 semua org ade tahap kesabarannye. jgn nk uji sgt la kan. 

smue org bole hlg sabar nty. kang aku meletus mmg kau tnak tgk.

 srious ckp. srious aku ssh nk mrh org. aku tk smpy hati kot. 

tp klo dh lbeh2 fedup jgk lah kn. haihhh. 

berikan lah aku kesabaran yaAllah utk menghadapi org2 yg sebegini.

fck off .

sometimes tk phm dgn prngai mnusie ny. haihh. 

weirdo. mcm2 perangai ade. aku pelik.

 bile org care slh , tk care pon slh. 

kang bile care, dia bwt bodoh plus dia akn ckp kite menyibuk ,

 bla bla and wteva shittt.

 kang bile tk care ckp org selfish plak.

 bodoh ke ape ? hadoii. aku try being selfish tp bile aku pk kawan.

 aku tk bole lah. aku SAYANG la kawan2 aku. 

aku tk bole tgk dorg sedih. kau nk ckp aku menyibuk ke ape fineee.

org rsau kn kau la tho.

 tp klo aku rse dh jd mcm bodoh tu .

 baik aku bck off and ok i'm trying to be selfish ! 

CARE pn slh ke. damnn !

nightmare . -.-

dh lme gle kot tk updtes blog. haihh. busyyy plus malassss gle nk updte act. eheh.

 okay la. nw mood sumpah tk ok. kelmarin aku mmpi psl 'that' girl. 

aphal plak dy mncul dlm mmpi aku. omg! sudahlaa.

 aku dh tade ppe ngn dy. so knpe kau ttbe mncul dlm hdp aku lg.

 eyshh. tlg lah bla dr hdp aku. kau , kau , and kau ! go die pls.

 aku tk kesah kau nk judge aku o kau nk pk bkn2 psl aku.

 aku dh mls nk pk. aku dh anggp aku tk pnh knl kau dh.

 perit nye ble tgk muke kau. hancur hati. seriously.

 smpy skrg kott. haihh. let the past be past. goodbye fellas.

major losarr !

yesss. mmg best rasanyer ble dpt tw kau menipu lg. haha.

syukur alhamdulillah aku bkn lg ur 'special someone'. :D

teringin sgt nk tgu kau dpt gf. 

nk tgk bp lme gf kau bole thn ngn perangai kau tuh.

HIPOKRIT ! dasar losahh!

thanks alott ah dgn ayt2 kau yg kau bazir kn kt aku.

mmg tk luak lah.

GO die weh !

i mean it . :)